Issit the time for me to have a relationship??
i really love her.. Yet i still wondering if i manage to shower her with loves:(
I dont know if she admires someone else but as far as i know,she do love me too :)
How long must i wait? haizz..i have not guts to confess...
I scare i will take her love for granted...
Since i broke up my 3 years relationship, I had give up on having a relationship..
I need someone to control me..care for me...stop me if i did wrong stuff.
She is sweet n kind... i know she is e type of person that will
neva lie.. if she did..a few times mayb
She is kind hearted and always keep things and problems to herself..
If she angry or sad,she just keeping herself quite,,as if nthing happens
I fear that one day i make her cry n regrets of having me in her lyfe..haizz..
I am sure that i will try my very best to give her the love she needs :)
She neva smoke nor drink...she very polite and always smile....
To be very honest, both of us are worlds apart,,
As in diclipine,attitude..character...way of thinking..way of speaking..
well mayb she could change me..or i would change to be a better person perhaps..
I still wondering...should i take her in my lyfe..and start from e sketch...
Or should we remain as friends?
arghh!!!
i know i am e type that will make girl feel hurts with my nonchalant behaviour
But deep inside me..i do feel sensitive toward girls..seriusly..!
I love to see girls happy...
i love to see they smile...
and i love to see they laugh..
well i just go with the flow...mayb i must think twice b4 making any decision..
you must be wondering who is the girl i mention above...
I dont want to mention her name as i scared she does not like it...
well i think some of my friends knows... :)
if one day i manage to get her in my lyfe,,,i will try to make her happy ...call her everyday .treat her...and bla bla bla...hahahhaa
Ok drop the topics...
just have a lil conversation with wanie and nisah just now...
Showing off my magic skills through webcam... :)
i just a noob so i will try my best to act like a pro...perhaps PROGOL..muakakakakass
Will get my pay in two or three days time... yahooo!
Planning to buy magic cards..mayb the rising deck :)
planning to change my Hp number....
Watch movies perhaps...
buy a perfume...
ciggarate.. :)
food...
what else...argh evertime my pay..i will spent....haizz!!!
must learnt to save....*whistle*
the new pizza for CNY is like wth...very sweet...but overall ok la...one slice is like enough allready
i do feel that i am veru lucky to have my mum...
The reason is...
w/0 her..i think i will neva go to school...as i was a drop out student...
she try to get me into government school...thanks mum...
And i manage to finish my o levels..with good grades :)
w.0 her also...i will end up in boys home mayb....
as she sacrifise herself..actually is my wrongdoings but she say its was her fault to the police...she try to save me from being sentence as i had only another chance left ,,,once again thanks mum
and w/o her..i will neva even be able to see the worlds...thanks mum!!
But sometimes i was rude to her :( haizzzz,,,i make her cry...
i hope i can change...
well guys..thanks for taking your time reading my bullshitness..hahahahhaha
sayonara!